Anyone who has an eating disorder please read?!?

You are a great person for writing this. I have been in recovery (out-patient) for a little bit over a year, and I am upset to say it only helped in the slightest bit. I quickly lost trust of my doctor and lied to her about purging. Now they think I am almost completely better and I just got a lot worse. I gained weight (being anorexic, you know how big this is for me) and I am restricting again. I always get best answer for giving advice to people with eating disorders, I wish I could listen to myself.